Art break - Thermochromatic Pen

When I was younger, I had a pen which looked black, but changed colour when it was heated up.
The ink itself was just normal ink, but the casing was thermochromatic.
Thermochromatic = changes colour in response to heat.

One way to do this is using liquid crystals (like in your LCD television).

I was reminded of this pen (long since lost in the folds of time) whilst watching SimplyNailogical's thermochromatic nails video.

I couldn't see why this couldn't be applied to a pen casing.

So I grabbed a pen and painted it in black acrylic paint.

I have a million of these pens!

Then I put on two thick layers of Solar Colour Dust liquid crystal paint. (They also sent me a sample of holographic glitter! <3)

Looks so unassuming!

Don't worry, it dries clear!

So far so good!

Finally, a sealing coat of top coat nail polish.

Verdict: I LOVE IT!

Physiogel Hypoallergenic - Daily Moisture Therapy - Intensive Cream

This has no added fragrance, colours, or preservatives. 
It is especially aimed at those with very dry, sensitive skin.

The scent is a faint, clinical smell.
When applied, it doesn't really absorb, but rather create a waxy barrier over the skin.
I personally didn't find it that moisturising, it will just keep pre-existing moisture in.

If you really can't handle fragrances, I guess this is good.
My skin is really sensitive thought (it will get mad at even too much water) and can tolerate other, more moisturizing creams. 

Price: 1/5 ($28.68 for 100mL)
Scent: 2/5 
Effectiveness: 3/5

Book Review - The Complete Works - H. P. Lovecraft - Part 1


Brace yourself, this is a big blog.

I became interested in looking into Lovecraft stories after the Blurry Photos Podcast episode on him.
Prior toy it, I had avoided it based on descriptions about them from my ex.
But to be fair, my ex once described 'The King In Yellow' to me, I had read it, he hadn't and his description was completely in inaccurate and bullsh!t (and made it sound dull, which it is not!).

So 99¢ later and I started reading it on my phone.
There are quite a number of stories so I'll do a short review of each.

So as I go along, the symbol # next to a story means it is worth reading.

Multipart Introduction - Go away! I don't want you colouring my view of the following stories!

The Beast In The Cave - I can see what you were going for, but you completely missed the mark.

The Alchemist - Wholly forgettable.

The Tomb - blah.

Dagon - meh.

A Reminiscence Of Dr. Samuel Johnson - I don't know why you even bothered writing this.

Polaris - meh.

Beyond The Wall Of Sleep - We are starting to move into better story telling. Did not like how the main character thought the mountain people as lesser beings (this may have particularly pissed me off knowing that Lovecraft was a Racist and Anti-Semite).

The Transition of Juan Romero - Wow, really ramping up the racism!

The White Ship - I don't know what the point of this tail was. Like a shitty 'Moby Dick'.

The Doom that Came to Sarnath - An obvious story with a little jab of white supremacy at the end.

**Guys, I don't know how much poor storytelling and racism I can take. And don't say he was just 'a man of his time', he was a c**t.

# The Statement of Randolph Carter - Ooh, this one was good. Not the best I've ever read, but stellar for this collection so far.

The Street - And back to crippling racism! 

Sweet Ermengarde - A poorly written soap.

The Tree - This could have been good, but it's like he got bored and just phoned in the ending.

The Temple - This was okay, although this time he turns his preconceived notions towards the Germans.

Facts Concerning the Late Arthur Jermyn and His Family - A lot of lead up for something so obvious halfway through the story. 
Lots of racism as well!

** The night after I dreamt that I was reading a better written story. XD

Celephaïs - Is he on drugs? Has he been smoking while writing these? Could explain a LOT!

From Beyond - Only a few pages in and I am already bored, quit repeating yourself and eat the damn oranges!

The Picture in the House - I was wondering how long it would take him to drop the N word (and I don't mean 'Necronomicon'). 

The Nameless City - I'm not feeling this trope of 'I saw something horrid, but I won't try and describe it because it's too horrid for words or your imagination'. 
Honey, I've had more nightmares than you have had racist thoughts.
I bet I can see it without going mad and then suggest something worse.
At best, it is a poorly executed idea.
At worst, it is lazy writing.

The Quest of Iranon - Iranon sounds insufferable. I'd hit him if I met him.

The Moon-Bog - He really doesn't think kindly of anyone he sees as 'below' him. If he wasn't dead, I'd hit him.

Pictured: A place you may find me dancing.

The Outsider - Another one that is obvious half way through.

The Other Gods - Don't poke the bear.

Herbert West - Reanimator - STOP REPEATING YOURSELF! I remember what just happened!

The Music of Erich Zann - Meh. That horror-beyond-imagination-trope again.

** Note the lack of recommended stories so far.

Hypnos - Talk to your doctor about your disturbed sleep, consult a specialist, and don't believe everything you see in your sleep. 
If I believed my nightmares I would still be hiding from the authorities and zombies, and I have better things to do.
Also, does our narrator want to bang his 'friend'?
I doubt this story would get so interesting.
Is he using the nightmare-world as an excuse to get close to him?
I'm going to believe this now and make this story a secret love letter.
He talks of sensations he cannot describe, and following torment, I'm going to assume he is getting used to hot butt sex with his mysterious, handsome 'friend'.
Also, his 'friend' is an addict and the narrator is getting hooked.
It's like 'Naked Lunch' meets basic homoerotic fiction meets racist/classist people.
Is that the secret to Lovecraft stories?! Have I uncovered the unwritten tales hidden behind the shitty attempts at horror?

**I think I'm losing my grip on reality.

Ok, let me just address something that he keeps incorrectly repeating. Moonlight is silver or white or pale, NOT GOLDEN!
The sun is golden, you f&%kwit!

The Hound - First mention of the Necronomicon and I don't care. The narrator and his friend are already undertaking things worse than what the stupid book has detailed so far.

The Lurking Fear - My guess is the two hired men used the castle and our narrator's feeble mind as a means of escape from his company.

The Rats in the Walls - Did you have to call your cat that?! I have NO sympathy for you!

The Unnamable - Good, it looks like he was called out on his bullsh!t trope whilst still alive! It was like someone told him that that humans fear the unknown but was too stupid to understand it properly.

The Festival - For this one, I drank some vodka then read the story out loud to Parental Unit 1.

Notable comments:
PU1: "So far I like it. I just wished they had translated it better."
Me: "It was written in English."
PU2: "Oh!"
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PU2: "He's a ghost as well, isn't he!" 
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She thought the whole thing was scary, that it was possibly all in the narrator's mind.
She thought the creatures were the Luck Dragon from 'The Neverending Story' and that they were in a volcano/centre of the earth.

Pictured: Unspeakable, maddening horror.

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SPOILER ALERT!
When I asked her what she thought was behind the wax mask, 
she suggesting it was just hollow and the narrator was okay with the mask because it may have been part of the festival.
When I told her what I thought was behind it, she was horrified.
I then asked her who she thought was more morbid, Lovecraft or myself, she said it was definitely me. (WIN!)

Ok, I'll leave it there and pick it up again in Part 2!

Turns of Fate - Relationships

It has been a few years since my last serious relationship, and while I was ready to love someone exclusively again I didn't exactly go out looking for someone.

Fate just brought him to me.

Ladies and Gentlemen, you can stop sending me your many letters of admiration!

Pictured: all of your love letters to me XD

I have a boyfriend, and he is the sweetest guy I have ever met.

*Just be happy for me, basically :D

I have some friends who are amendment that no one will ever date/love them. 
No matter what you say to them, they believe it happens to others but won't happen for them.

This bugs me. If you honestly believe  that no one wants you (a delusion I might add), then why spend all that time bemoaning it?
It means you are free to focus on other things, find happiness in other facets of life.
Then before you know it, love finds you.

I understand how powerful loneliness is, but there is more to life than a man/woman (who you have little control in finding).
Plus, your friends are there for you! You are not bugging me if you want to chat or have a sleep over :)

The point is you have love (friends, family), but you have to let true love find you.

Although, if you really want to find a love that will last a lifetime, I can tell you where to find that:

It's you, love yourself, because you are amazing.

Kelo-cote Advanced Formula Scar Gel

I have disturbed sleep quite a lot. 
I have nightmares. 
I kick in my sleep (sorry darling Hades, my poor babycat). 
I scratch/stab myself with my nails.
I have been known to talk, to moan, and to let out bloodcurdling screams.
And if you try to wake me, I have been known to punch people. (that isn't me, it's sleepy moz, a different version of me)

A particularly clever friend of mine once woke me with a feather on a stick.

*If you have any suggestions to stop/reduce the nightmares, let me know!

This post arose from me stabbing myself in my sleep.

A while ago I stabbed my chest with a nail whilst asleep and it scarred.
I usually don't mind scars too much, but this one is red and raised.
It is unsightly.

So I looked up recommended scar treatment products and found Kelo-cote Advanced Formula Scar Gel.
It is high in silicon and forms a breathable, protective barrier over the skin.
It has no scent and dries quickly.
It is recommended to apply it twice a day.

So here is the before:

Bottom right is not a bit of nipple, it is my finger holding my top, sorry lads/ladies!

And after a month of use:

See, not a nipple! Also, the lower mark is a sexy, sexy pimple.

Verdict: It isn't a dramatic difference, but I'm going to keep going with it, because there is some improvement.

Price: 1/5 ($38.42 for 6g)
Scent: 2.5/5 (no scent)
Effectiveness: 2.5/5

Head & Shoulders - Clean & Balanced - Shampoo

I got this because I had a bit of dandruff and I thought it was the cooling one.

It worked really well for the dandruff, lathered well, and cleaned well.

My only gripe is it smells like FAKE APPLE!!! WHY?! :'(

Price: 1.5/5 ($12.49 for 400mL)
Scent: 1/5
Effectiveness: 5/5

Burt's Bees - Lipstick - 501 Blush Basin

This product immediately intrigued me when it was released.
I always wanted to try something from Burt's Bees but don't really like lip balms.

The colour intensity is moderate (not full coverage, but close enough), the formula goes on smoothly, lasts at least 4 hours, and is moisturising.
It has a satin finish and faint floral scent.

I'll rename this shade 'Nakie'

It can do that weird thing that beeswax can do when it experiences temperature changes and forms hard beads of wax. The emulsion in it can be broken and I'm not sure how to reverse it without taking the lipstick out of the container.

Swatch and fitbit!

The packaging does feel a little flimsy, but it doesn't break and any ascetic issue can be forgiven since the packaging is recyclable.
Although I must say I LOVE the hexagons on the cap <3 The little beehive motif is adorable.

This isn't the best formula I have used, but is a nice option if you want a more environmentally friendly option.

Price:  2/5 ($19.95 for 3.4g)
Scent: 3/5 (faint floral scent)
Effectiveness: 4/5